pick me up

Ok...stress. BUT I'M OKAY!

So today was pretty much one of maybe 2 of the best days that I have ever had at VIBE until after this really fun party my beloved boss told me my paperwork from school was no good...therefore I can't work there until the Spring semester. I felt really bad for her having to tell me, because she was about to cry, and then I cried, and then we hugged and just talked about how much it blows. I know she tried everything in her power to hide me under the table and keep me. This just sucks because I actually LOVED working there, and they can't pay me so I can't even stay just to help...and they appreciated everything I did there, and I was actually GREAT at the jobs I did, creativity and logically. DAMN-IT. So then I told my fellow interns, which it sucked too because we all had an amazing time at the party and the day before together hanging out and bonding. At least it feels good that they will miss me. Everyone was in shock...I hate my school, they're douche-bags. But at least my boss was all about me FOR SURE coming back in the spring time, even though I told her I was planning on being a photo intern for the downstairs editorial department, and she said that was cool, but if for some reason it didn't work out, then she would definitely save me a permanent spot there int he marketing department. So I guess it's reassuring that I have my internship back in a few months, but it just sucks, because I loved going there, and I loved being there. And today I had to many great things that I planned for an individual project and everyone loved it, and I was getting all excited about it and so was everyone else...it was the energy...but oh well. Postponed till 2008.

So now that I'm done venting...it's okay, you live and you learn and its not a completely lost cause, I WILL BE BACK VIBE! [As soon as I get back from Mexico!]

So I just had to vent about that though, now I have to work on getting a job...save money for Mexico, and yeah, this should be interesting. I'm still boycotting the evil retail empire...been there done that, never again. stress.

So it's like I'm starting a lot of stuff over again. My thing with my bloke kind of faded away, but Derder has my back on my dieting and workout plan, so I'm not worried about that, he looks good enough that I will DEF take tips from him. Oh Derder, this is a shout out to you...I can't want to see you when you have a break from OK, miss you like crazy, miss the only other SANE person in the world.

Amanda just called me a SERIAL DATER...should I be offended? Well, I'm not, because you'll never meet the right guy unless you get out there and start making decisions. Not a serial dater...let's call myself a...social butterfly. haha that's more glamorous.

I'm liking it.


Oh don't worry though my head it still up and I'm STILL smiling! So HA!


This is my first friend at VIBE, LUMBARD! miss you all though! xoxo