Truth hurts

The truth is...
I fell in love, and I was way in over my head.
It's pretty sad that someone that I care about so much is so selfish that all they can think about is themselves even though they admit and realize their selfishness. If you realize it, then you're only using it as an excuse, because if you wanted to better yourself, you would work towards a positive outcome of your selfishness knowingly.
I always say that things will ALWAYS work out in the end, and they do, for the better. I can only do so much, when it comes to relationships, things can only work out if each person involved wants it to work out. If there is any doubt, it'll show. It always does.
All I asked for was time, which obviously was too much, and if that was the case from the start then you should have just let me know. I did everything and gave everything emotionally, support, and all my feelings, I've run out of things to give, now all I can offer is my friendship, and hope that you can also learn from this. If not, then I'm sorry for you, because I'd hope the selfishness wont get in the way of what could be your greatest happiness in life.

I can't blame anyone but myself for setting myself up for disappointment once again. I let my guard down way to fast, and fell to quick. It's okay though, everything is a lesson learned.
I took a risk and a big chance without second thoughts or even looking back. I'd do it again too, just so I could say that I did it, and it was fun while it lasted but just wasn't right for me.


Sometimes I wish I had never fallen in love ever. But then again, it's the best feeling in the world.
It just sucks to know I could be so free of pain, but then what's a life without love?
I do think it's the saddest thing when I hear someone who has never been in love. Once you've fallen in love at least once in your life, it's hard not to get addicted to want to fall in love again, just so you can get that feeling again...