IF i was interested...

Some people think they are so funny [you know who you are, there's not question about it]
So if someone was interested in someone...that person should just let it be known. Because I mean it's obvious that there is a connection. Unless I'm just completely retarded.
You know what, forget that...'that guy' I was talking about earlier...yeah you, I'm interested. As much as I like this game we are playing...it's cute, but um when it comes down to business, well you know let's be real about things.

ANYWAYS...

This past weekend:

• It's official-Steph is addicted to tatts. Khaliah you made me happy with your PIERCING decisions. I'm glad I can proudly say I was there for both.
  
• Sean saved me in Tempest this past Saturday, a fight broke out, some of us got trapped, and Sean practically scooped me up, Steph [Sean's Steph] scooped Steph [my Steph] out, and Marielle got her head knocked onto the dart board, but never the less everyone made it out okay.
  
• I ended up staying in the BX, and then met my brother [not blood but close enough] for brunch the next day.
  
• John came to visit, sorry Mandy wasn't there, we missed you though, you were there in spirit.

Today I had a test in Microeconomics, wanted to kill myself, but here I am...still alive, not to mention I went all day without eating more than an apple, so the hunger pains were real, never truly experienced that...new sensation, never again.
I went on an interview at Starbucks [welcome back, I know] and I will go for a second interview tomorrow.

I am officially back on schedule for the following:

• my internship for the spring

• my Mexico city trip for the winter

• my plans for studying abroad next fall are being set into motion
  

I'll be going to VA for Wed-Sat/Sun [haven't decided yet] and as for tomorrow night, I look forward to some 'jerk chicken' in the BX accompanied by THE WOOD ["is it supposed to look like that?"]

Now back to the main point, after tomorrow hopefully I'll have a better understanding of where I stand with a certain someone. I have explaining and listening to do.
And it's not that I don't like texting, and even if that was the case...
here is my theory:
people don't like to do a lot of things, but that's what makes it so great when someone can make you want to do something you might not typically really like to do. [i.e. texting.]

So stop saying the same old things, and let's figure out what's REALLY good between us.

p.s. I am not like any other girl, I'm completely different whether you see that now or later, you'll realize it soon enough if you give yourself the chance.
[And no, that was not a conceited moment, it's just that sometimes you have to realize the greatness in yourself and have the confidence in order to find someone who can appreciate you for who you are]
I just know what I'm capable of and it's important for me to decide whether I'm making the right decisions for myself.

-But I mean. you know. -